thing always gets better when Spring comes. My favorite season. The season of fertility, rebirth and growth. The goddess provides me with all that I need. Blessed Be. The other night I went to a birthday party for my friend Carol. She turned 40. There were a couple of guys that showed up that I have been interested in for awhile. John and Kevin and Jeremy. But they are only friends. Jeremy has, on more than one occasion, been more than just a friend. He and I have a very strange relationship. We date and break up and date and break up and date and break up. We free galleries of gay action studs beach studs go to concerts a lot. He's funny and kind, thoughtful and nice, but he's just not someone I really want to spend the rest of my life with. Know what I mean? And I've been totally up front with him in the past and I've told him so. I'm perfectly happy to just be friends and take things one day at a time. Also, to me, he's just not as sexually adventurous as I like my guys to be. I like wild ones. Like me. Whenever he and I have been together in the past, I have always been the more aggressive one when it comes to what seducing straight men beach studs we do in bed. I think I may have told you all before that he's only 26. I'm 33. (Why are the younger ones always attracted to me?) Anyway, we saw each other at the party that night. I hadn't seen him in over 2 weeks. I do my own thing. He does his. I like it that way. Hadn't slept with him in months. Actually, I hadn't been with anyone in over a month. Thank goodness for vibrators and fingers. After the party started to die down, I gathered my things, hugged all my friends goodbye (I'm a wonderful hugger) and then I asked Jeremy if he naked men for straight women beach studs would walk
